Beloved's Symphony...

Jonathan Thomas Kuruvilla, age 16, awesome boyfriend, talented man...


We are of the same age...studying in the same school...going to the same tuition...going out for school trips together...going out for a party treat together....and going to church together.... That's quite a lot of together isn't it??? XD


We, like most couples do... They fight, they quarrel, they share sad moments together, they help each other up when they fall down, they will be side by side no matter what happens, they go through tough and sad problems together, encourage each other, when the other wears out, the other will help hold out, a shoulder and a listening ear would be given to each other.... and many other things....


Many Good and Bad Memories have passed us during our relationship times....
Bad ones are really heart-breaking moments....Almost to tears....Broke us up... And hurt both of us, not just you or me...
Then, the Good ones are really enjoyable, happy, funny, humorous, and never-want-to-forget-moments... and because there's still Good memories left... we are still together...
I can tell you this...Balancing the Good one over Bad memories is hard.... and keeping our hearts together as one is even harder... Our hearts are sometimes so fragile that I'm afraid it'll break to just touch them...  


Sometimes... I'm afraid that all the Good memories will disappear inside your heart and forget about me... When you are angry, I just don't know how... But I felt yr anger pierce into me too.... And at that time you were so so fragile... And it's hard to talk to you when you are angry.... But I'll try hard to improve on it....


But anyways, like you said, the past is the past...
I'm going to write this post just for you and the about the piano which you played so grandly to me...
Today in the hall, though it's filled with all the kids voices, it felt as tough there's only the two of us, alone, your hands slid across the keys effortlessly, you bit your lips in concentration as you play the keys, I look on behind the keyboard.... 
I was speechless to see a guy who's mine and who was so amazing, smart, talented, and God blessed created all for me? There may be other people out there hungry for him, he's so precious to me, I don't want to lose him, I love him to much...


The sound of the notes soothing, you were playing my favorite song, I'm feeling calm and happy, you may not know, but now you know, sometimes, my heart cries to hear you playing more and longer... I wish I could ask you to play again and again... as long as time allows....


You are Beloved's Symphony, you can make it sound so much better, so so so much better.... making a simple song sound so grand. You really are blessed with God's gift... 


I, Symphony Lockheart, your Symphony Listener, is really blessed to be with you, my love overflowing for you in my heart when you are with me... Trust me, I am BLESSED to have a GUY LIKE YOU.

I pray and hope the day that would separate us forever would not come....


Elaine, 16, Jonathan's girlfriend, a VERY blessed and happy girl. (:


You mean so so much to me, trust me,
Elaine