Non Monday Blues

Mondays are always a blessing. 

Because it's the first day of the week I see him.

No Monday blues for me.

He's my coffee of the day.

Only that he is as sweet as royal honey.

Monday mornings are good. 

I can write again!

There is a time for grief.

And then there is a time for joy.

This year definitely bring joys for me.

All my grief is gone.

He who loves me in the Heavens had delivered my sorrow from the depths of my heart.

He replaced for me a boy whom is innocent by heart and whose love is pure.

He replaced my previous years grief and sorrows with joy and happiness for the many days to come.

All that happened had come to pass.

For good deeds will be favored and returned. 

I'm so blessed to have him in my life.

Someone whom I love so much and am so afraid to lose.

Happiness and joy spells my day. 

Sadness will never be with me.

His love is so pure and innocent, it is impossible to not believe in his words.

He looks at me with his gentle hazel eyes. 

With such affection that it melts my heart.

Sadness begone begone. 

Let not depression to grip my heart again.

I wish not to fall into the past crying day and night.

He's as precious as a gem, and as unpredictable as the day.

His mouth pours only honey and precious stones. 

There is no wickedness in his heart.

His hands do no evil deeds.

His mind as smart as a whip.

He works by day and night. 

But when time for merry comes, he will be merry.

His touches are as gentle as a lamb's and lips as soft as cotton.

His kisses are like golden opportunities.

Every one is worth as much as the other.

It would be a sin to not return as much as he honestly gives.

If there were to be sadness in his eyes, it feels as if my heart could break.

If he were to frown, it feels as if I could cry. 

When he smiles and laughs, my heart jumps with gladness.

If there comes a day when death makes us part. I hope I can be right after you so that I won't need to live a day without you. 

New year 2015

So, it's another new year.

I spent my new year in the Uk. 

But without my loved one, because he's in Ireland. 

I wanted to countdown with him in London. But he's not able to travel that far on his own yet. 

Anyway.. What could be worse than having your dad messaging you first thing in the morning of the new year and reminded you that you have turned 20?????? I really do think that's the worse thing that could start off the year...

I finally had a relationship that lasted till the new year. Hahaha, I know it's weird, but from all the relationships I had, none had lasted further than my birthday month. 

It's nice to have someone wishing you happy new year, merry Christmas, and all the other stuff. He's so sweet, he says the cutest stuff. Not to mention the sexy sounding stuff, even when he didn't mean to be sexy or any of that sort. 

I don't think he even knows he sounds sexy... 

He said he's going to buy me a present from Ireland, so I'm looking forward to it. 

Oh gosh. I can't wait for Monday to come, but yet I don't want it to come, because Monday have tests from school. 

Oh the horror...

Ever since before I came to UK, I never played chess, and I couldn't learn much about chess either, but then when I met him, he was the first person I played chess with. He's a vicious player but he's so gentle.

He's a Christian by the way. 

So, what could be more perfect than that? I don't know if the parents like me, but they certainly are friendly to me. 

His dad or mum doesn't seem like they want to kill me. They even prepared dinner for me. 

He said he misses me a lot, and it annoys him. Hahaha and he wishes me to be with him in Ireland, he's so sweet.

Probably it may seem normal to you, but, I haven't had someone to speak in such a way to me before, so I appreciate it a lot.