Friday, April 18, 2014

Foolish words

You spoke to me as if I was a stupid little girl that had just came of age.

You spoke to me as if I was a crazy, naive little girl who is really horny and can't wait to sleep with guys in college. 

You spoke to me as if I was foolish enough to get pregnant and abandon all my studies. 

You spoke to me as if I was irresponsible enough to come back and show my face to you if I ever got pregnant without getting married yet. 

You spoke to me as if I was still your baby girl 15 years ago.

You think I never grew up? 

I was not the once stupid girl who got caught falling in love with someone I shouldn't have. 

You looked at me as if you were talking to a rebellious child who brought difficult problems upon the family. 

I do envy the others who have such immense love for their parents...
Because I have never felt that way...

You have two different faces until it's so difficult to talk to you. In a blink you can turn from loving to terrifying. 

I hate you for that. 
Because I can never really predict when you can be like that.

I wished you change. And call me by my name instead of "baby".
You scolded me when I told you to change. 
It's alright, I'll be gone soon and I won't be hearing that from your mouth anymore. 

Just because there are foolish teenagers out there doing stupid things, doesn't mean I am gullible enough to do what they are doing.