Saturday, November 19, 2011

Helpful

At least in some part of the world, I know of a friend who helps you things even in the middle of the night when he's supposed to be studying hard to be a great doctor.
At least it's better than him.
He ignored it.
Maybe.
Or he didn't read it yet.
Or he pretended it wasn't there, closed his eyes, and deleted it.
Unhelpful person =3=
At least in some part of the world, someone would be willing to change themselves in order to change the world a better place.
God, why didn't you give us skin-blind eyes??
God, why do they always have to insult them when they know I didn't like it??
God, why do they pretend??
God, it isn't their fault, why do they have to be insulted for what they are??
God, please take away the evil and hateful words of racist out from their mouth, dear Lord.
God, please don't let my brother be like them Lord.
God, please give my father a more caring and kind heart.
God, please give my mother a mouth of grace and mercy.
God, please give my brother a heart of obedience and goodness.
God, please lend me your strength to prevent their hateful words from spilling out.



Shoot.. I'm going off topic.
XD


If the world has more people like this, the world would be a better place to be.

Thank you!!! :)))))
You know who you are :P

With appreciation,
Little Missy (;

Only a dream???DDDX

It's just a dream...
It was a good dream..
A dream that probably will never come true..
He wouldn't do that..
I couldn't do that either..
The place never existed..
Neither is the era..
Unless it is happening now in the repeating past somewhere in the world.
No one was there just the two of us.
He gave me a piece of paper.
My eyes could only be filled with tears of happiness as I read it again and again, to make sure it's not a dream.
I was crying with tears of happiness when suddenly a riiinnngg pierce through my ears..
I awoke with a start.
It's just a dream...

Saturday, November 12, 2011

One week more to go.. (posted last year)

One week left of schooling.
After that I won't see him everyday.
He's graduating this year :))
Imma happy for him.
He doesn't know it.
Maybe he does.
He just don't wanna know it.
He still hates me.
You know what??
ISTILLLOVEYOU.

Imma trying to keep maself busy.
So I wouldn't think about you.
It's working pretty badly...
Imma thinking about you more.
I love you.
MOST.

I miss you.
I hope you could come to school next year to do your work instead of staying home...
Please don't evael...
Taht naht esrow si gnihton...
I still remember on that second day of Convention.
You turned to Chorintians 4:13and asked me to read it.

STILLLOVINYA

Yea.
Imma stupid
Imma immature
Imma dumb
Imma in LOVE.

I've read about a fact.
It only happens to some people.
The person who dumps the girl or guy, the girl or guy will love the person much more than they did when they were together.
I found that fact true about me.

That's stupid.

Yea.
He hates me
He ignores me
He doesn't talk to me
BUTISTILLLOVEHIM.

(bet you can't read that) :P
Maybe you could.. DX XD

Yea.
ILOVEHIMILOVEHIMILOVEHIMILOVEHIMILOVEHIMILOVEHIM.

I still do.
What you have said to me.
I don't hate you.
I don't think I ever will :P
On the day I become a retard. I'll hate you.
Which it'll never come.
Or when I have amnesia.
Which I'll never get :P
You can't stop me from missing ya!!!!
And lovin ya :3

I wish you could become my friend.
That's my wish on 11.11.11.
It's worth a try right?
I wish you would just unblock me on Facebook.
I swear I wouldn't poke you again if you friend me back.
I'll try my best not to. >.<"
I went to your taman just now.
I can't stop thinking about you and my heart beats faster the nearer I drove to your house.
But I never turn inside your lane. :(((
I miss you. Why can't you see that?
Maybe you saw that everyday, and you just ignore it.

I wonder when are you gonna find it... :))))

Maybe not in another one month.
Maybe it'll be in the dumps already.
You never told me anything anymore..
I miss the old times.
I miss them soooo very much.
Imma trying to smile for you.
Imma trying not to cry everyday cuz you don't want me to.
Imma still keeping that promise.
HA! YOU DON'T KNOW WHICH ONE :P
I miss the times when we at least said hi to each other everyday of the month when we can
I believed you.
I should have just listened to you on that day....
I was dumb.
Stupid.
I just wanted to be by your side longer.
You were my happiness everyday.
At home
At church
At school
At my neighbourhood

Remember once we sneaked out together so we could meet and talk???

Now I just wanna sneak out my window and see you.
I wanna do that everyday.
Everynight.
I miss you..

Everyday.
I'll be waiting for an SMS or call from you.
They never came.
And I still waited.
It's on silent.
But I stare at it everytime I can.
I even let it switched on at night and during school time, in case you'll SMS me.

I wonder if you deleted me from your contacts.
But I know you wouldn't forget my number
Cuz it's so easy to remember.
You won't have trouble remembering it.

I know you won't.