Monday, January 13, 2014

Ridiculous guy.

So only until yesterday you start to see me the first time of the year only you send me the message??? 
Was it because my outlook appeal to you? 
Or because you know how I would calmly react to this? 
Screw you. 
Did it really took you TWO YEARS to realize all the while you were HURTING ME??? 
No wait. You DID REALIZE it but you just didn't want to talk to me. 
I don't know what made you do that or what. 
All I can see with my own eyes is that you DELIBERATELY AVOIDED me. 
So you actually knew I was hurt but you didn't want to have anything to do with me. You remembered but never bothered. I'm just so sick of it already. 
Great. 
So now I'm going to ignore that message and reply some other day. 

I was the girl whom you hurt so much but could give that whole hearted smile to you. Is it because of that you avoided my eye contact? 
You coward. You can't even ask me a question properly without asking your sister to do so for you.
But I'm glad you improved and now had the balls to do so. 
But seriously. This ain't working out. 
Knowing your despicable character for 2 years. I'm outta here. Now I can't imagine living with you forever. 

I really do hope you'll improve in the future. 
Now I had the reply I have waited for more than two years..
My wasted youth all for you. Just gone.
I'm so glad I wished up and improve on everything. I learned tons of things. 
And I was the better girl that you met. 
Thanks for sort of making me do all this. 
I even cosplay now. And I'm in the Chinese News for my art. 
These things I would never had achieved because you didn't supported me in this. 
I know you realized that now, cause your best friends are having a crush on me. 
Oh the irony.
I never intended it to turn out like this. But I can't help improving myself. 

P.S you were my regrets. I'm glad you finally said sorry for the things that you had done. Now I can move on. <3