Friday, May 16, 2014

Being an artist or a vet?

Being an artist is not easy
Especially if it is going to be your job 
It is difficult for some reputable company to be able to find you unless you show yourself and be able to stand out from others..
For this you will need tremendous luck.
Or even fame to start off. 

Being an artist won't pay you much unless you are famous from the start..

Being an artist nowadays is very competitive especially when artists are popping out of nowhere everywhere.

Almost everybody is doing arts..
Or some form of arts.
It's going to be difficult if you are not best of the best..
I wish I could take arts..

Since little my dream was to be able to draw and be an artist 24/7.

Soon the dream was shattered when my parents asks me to take on a stable job instead of a free lance artist..
I know I will do well in art..
A few people I know in reputable companies want me..
But unfortunately I'm not taking Arts..

I'm taking a science course..
Which is what my parents want...
My initial path was to go to Japan..
But now..
The path have diverted to England..
Sad ain't it?

I feel kinda sad myself.
I know I won't do much arts in science course..
Eventhough my mum kept saying I could draw as a hobby even though I take up vet sciences..
All that, I know, is bullshit.
Because a friend of mine doesn't even have time to sleep..
I know, what she said was fake...
But I know she would be dissapointed in me if I didn't go to sciences..

Perhaps I should go and stay in a forest with the tigers and have a tiger cub of my own..
And study forestry..

I hate this so much..
I hate those exams..
I hate those liars..
I hate it I hate it I hate it..

I even found myself a job by being an artist to draw for a colouring book for a church...
And my mum doesn't even know about it.