Falling in love

Being able to fall in love all over again.

Was something I never thought about ever since four years ago.

Of all the boys I dated throughout those years, I tried to love them back, but it was all in vain. I tried and tried. But I couldn't fall in love with them. 

Then came this boy.. So pure and innocent. 

He was just so perfect. 

Just like him. He reminds me so much of him that it hurts. 

But this hurt is the ache of love.

I couldn't believe I can feel this ache ever since the last four years.

But I can feel it so bad.

My heart aches so much when I am with him because my heart is overflowing from love for him. 

I have lost the ability to write about love ever since four years ago. 

But now, it's a different passion.

He loves to read, knows how to write, does sports, play chess, keeps pets and loves cats and he's so smart. How sexy is that? <3 

He's my bestfriend and boyfriend.

What else can I ask for?

What did I ever do to deserve him? 

I love him so much. 

I never want to leave him. 

You may call me foolish. 

But I know what I want. 

He is what I want, and no one will take him away from me.