It's not something old ladies do

I must say, knowing how to knit does help after all! 

I fetched my brother for swimming classes and I waited there for him, to past the time I brought my knitting there.

The lady who sat beside me asked me where did I bought the materials to knit.

We talked a lot and I realised she stays in puteri 12, just right next door :P

But she doesn't knit, she crochets little dolls. She agreed with me too that the store that we get our stuff from is overpriced..

We talked till she had to leave and a while after that, another lady came up to me with her daughter. She's from Pakistan. And you would never believed it! She's a national swimmer and a representative from Pakistan!!  X3 

Oh my oh my! What luck :) 

She was speaking in her native tongue to her daughter while pointing at me. She asked me. Are you knitting a scarf. And I was like yes do you knit too? She does and she knits lots of scarves for winter. She's been in Malaysia for 4 years now ever since her husband got transferred to a Job here. 

Hahahaha what a day :) 

What a joker

Such a joker he is, but there are times when he doesn't know it's a serious thing to me.

It's been a while and he doesn't know what's happening to me, obviously. 

I can't believe he doesn't take these things seriously or that it's a thing that shouldn't be joked around. 

And when I was taking everything seriously he said it was all a joke to kick up a conversation. •_______• 

And he says "you know I joke around a lot" and blah blah blah. 

=.= 

Joking about these things when you have a girlfriend doesn't make me see you in any way different except that you don't mean your heart to her.

But he doesn't know. 

It's okay. 

Poor boy.

He will soon realize its too late. 

When it comes to this.

It's been awhile now.
There's been some serious thinking.
Over and over again..
I've been thinking about these 2 choices that would change my whole entire life.
But it's not for the bad though.
It's for education.
Once I have taken my last tests.
I would apply for one England's colleges.
And from there, I would proceed on to take on one of the rarest courses taken in their country.
Veterinary sciences.
And be part of the Royal Society of Veterinary Surgeons in England.
It's quite interesting when you think about it. The animals are fascinating. And very captivating.
But no one takes veterinary sciences.
No one.
Business and engineering and law courses are too common.
I had thought of going to America to study to become a physiotherapist.
But humans..
I don't like them.
Yes I love them as human creations.
But though animal has no souls.
But they are part of God's creations too.
I don't know whether it's my calling.
Or it's just God guiding me to this path.
I don't know.
But I know definitely.
I love animals, and I'm going to save them from the threat of mankind.
Well, another 8 years of study for me ~.~
I hope it will all end soon.

It's just so sad.

You know, it's just so sad. To see humanity is losing itself. To see the people believing in foolish lies and seeing them turn against each other.
Even my friends, it's sad to see how hard they tried to go against the government. It's so sad to see them go to the big PKR gathering and stand under the rain just to hear what Anwar has to say. Can't you guys see it?? He has other motives!! FOR HIMSELF!! you young lads have forgotten what he did to the people. Our own people.
Of course what he say was right. Because it was what you guys want to hear. Because what you guys don't want to hear is the Government can't be changed. It's just so sad to see the foolish people gather under one roof to hear what he has to say. And whatever this guy said he must have said exactly what you wanted to hear. You think he moved you? If you think of it that way.
The lies are so easily swallowed by the people, even the adults. The rumors and illogical ideas, like having 30,000 bangladesh to come to vote. NO!! it's a lie!! If it were possible. WHY AREN'T THERE 1000 JUMBO JETS LANDING IN MALAYSIA???? A Boeing can fit 300+ people. The idea is just illogical. My friends, I don't know whether you had read the newspaper. But I saw the truth in the papers while I tried to tell you guys it's all a lie..
I'm not a supporter of any sides. But I'm just happy we all still have rice and food. It's just sad to see these people go against the government when they had fed us.
Don't ever bite the hand that feeds you.

Guys growing up

Dear buddy,

Now I understand when you told me that you'd have fun watching boys grow up.
And you left me to find it out myself.
That was two years before.
But now I realised what you had meant.

Sincerely.

Ridiculous reality shows

Just today, I've only really sat down to watch a reality show.
It was a Chinese programme.
It was the last day of Chinese new year celebration so I was invited to it.
I can't believe what they are showing to society these days.
They actually showed a sort of dating show for random guys.
All the girls are like standing behind a pulpit with a red button in front of them.
And they can press the button if they don't find any interests in that guy or if they detest a feature of the guy.
Chinese girls these days are so... Despicable.

Terrifyingly despicable.
There was this one Canadian guy.
Who's real handsome for girls to fall for.
But oh no, they have so many things against it.
There were more than 20 girls there.
And some gave the most ridiculous reason for rejecting the the guy by pressing the button.
Examples. They showed a short clip about the guy. And when the girls rejected. They were questioned.
They answered a) because his chest and arms are so hairy, I don't love it.
b) his pets are allowed to climb all over him and they shed hairs.
c) because he's too tall, I want a 180" tall guy not a 178"
d) because he's to muscular, and because I like skinnier guys so I can lie my head on

OHMIGOSH!
The way I hear them speak in Chinese about those absolutely ridiculous reasons and rejecting that Canadian guy because of his outlook!!! Really really horrible.
And they showed it on national TV!!!!
how humiliating!
I have found a new reason to never watched any movies except for educational channels like animal planet :)

Useless programs like those realities show should never be viewed on tv.
Teaching young ladies to reject the guy because he was short by 2cm. Ridiculous!

Fish em b*tches

These three girls were my classmates.
The girl behind them is my best friend.
And this was their conversation on instagram.
I don't bother to blacken their faces.
But I want you three Asians to know.
That she is 100 times prettier inside and out than than you mean, vain, Asian girls.
No matter how pretty you girls think you are. Inside your heart is not pretty.
Just because she is Indian. Doesn't mean she is what your vain eyes see.
She's smarter than you guys.
She's graduating from her college.
And you know what?
All those years.
And you girls don't change.
I hope one day some guy will look at you and realize what you really are inside to people whom you look down on.
You girls are such bullies.
But no punishment was ever made cause we tolerate you. And I tolerated you girls.
You girls never helped to clean up the class and complained that I arranged the things on your tables.
You know what I got your class in the end????
WE GOT FIRST PRIZE FOR CLASS CLEANLINESS BECAUSE OF ME.
And you Said just before break that no matter what I do we won't get a prize.
Well, fish that.
You girls only know to go to the toilet every time and pretty yourself up.
And who the heck camwhores in toilets?

My best friend was blessed Because she wasn't at all vain, selfish, unkind. She works hard for her own results and she achieved them. She doesn't eat well nowadays cause she has to take care of her mum and she has to finish her course for college.
She lost a lot of weight.
I heard that you girls changed your attitudes. But from what I see now, you girls didn't change at all.

If I ever see you again.
I'll make sure to teach you girls a lesson on laughing at my friends.