Day 5..

Whines**

When are you coming back???~~
DDDx

Today is Christmas

Christmas is today.
I wasn't expecting much anyway...
I didn't know the days to Christmas till last last night... /:
God, for Christmas, I want the world to live in peace and harmony.
Jesus, for Christmas, will you be born again and live with us eternally? 
If its possible, Santa, all I want for Christmas is him talking to me again.
I wish we could sit together near the fireplace and roast marshmallows under the mistletoe.
I wish we could sit together and watch mushy mushy movies XD
I wish I could cuddle up to you on the couch and recall back together the times we spent throughout the year.
I wish you would come back from India, your so far away...
I wish you would talk to me again..
I wish you could be my friend again...
I miss you... /:
Badly, to be precise.
Very badly...
Well... At least you know..
Maybe you didn't anyway..
Sigh. Boys.
I hate knowing facts..
It screws up my thinking... /:

Humble

Papa... 
Why can't you have a humble heart papa?
Papa, God's words are not crap papa.. Mama is not filling my mind with crap, papa. 
God, forgive my papa for saying your Words are crap... 
Papa, in order for people to serve you well, we must serve other people well..
Why can't you understand it papa?
Money is not everything papa...
What if anything happens to your money?
Money doesn't last papa, we earn money when we can.
Papa, you don't like it, cause you are not used to serving people papa.
Papa, please don't scold...

SAT

He had an exam that Saturday..
I really really wanted to wish him good luck... I really do..
He wouldn't like it anyway...

Better not say anything or else my wishes turn to bad...
He might not concentrate well after that... Better keep my mouth shut for a while...
But I'm praying that he'll do well though, and praying good results for him :)))))
I'll wait till after the results, and I'll wish him congrats. :))